My pen falls on my paper.

   You are the light at the end of the tunnel, but oh you're also the darkness that looms within, the darkness I try to escape is you, only to find myself back where I started; back in the arms of my looking-glass-lover- a shade between love and hate I cry for my unknowing. You show me the way but you're the reason I'm lost in the first place, and I try to break free, but you're the reason I'm trapped.
   You are chains, you restrict me, though you're also the wings that help me soar, how can I trust the very thing that makes me question my sanity? You are strong but you seem oh so weak and make me think you need me, but as I sit I realize that the only person who thinks they need someone- is me. You make me want you- something I should fear, and you make me need you, something that kills me. You're my toxic-valentine and I oh so terribly love you.
   Why oh why do I keep falling for you when all I want to do is stand still?... Heart beat... Heart beat.... Heart beat.....